I don’t know what it is, but its been a couple of days now. And i have probably only gotten a few hours of sleep. I have a lot on my mind lately. I know thats the reason that i can’t sleep. Why can’t my brain just sleep for a second so i can atcually get a good night sleep? Why can’t things be better in my life so sleep can come easy?

I have always had sleeping problems, but now is the time where it is the hardest. i don’t have any books to read, just old magazines. i think i need to go get some new books, maybe if i get some boring books i can sleep.

I used to drive and that got me sleepy. I would just drive to the beach. Maybe go in for a dip at night. But that doesn’t seem to work anymore. I don’t know, i think it is time for me to go get some drugs. Drugs are the answer these days, like, take some drugs it will change everything. I have a highly addictive personality, so i don’t think that is a very good idea. But i will look into it.